When Prayer Feels Like a Battle
Introduction
Sometimes prayer feels like a battle. That is because it is one. In the Bible, Jacob did not simply say a short prayer and walk away. He wrestled with God all night, refusing to let go until the blessing came. By morning, he was limping, but he was also changed. He received a new name, a new identity, and a new future.
The reality of waiting upon God
Many of us know this feeling too well. You have been praying for months, maybe even years. You are tired. You wonder if God still hears you. It feels like nothing is changing. But what if the delay is not a no from God? What if your pain, your tiredness, your limp, is proof that you have actually been in the presence of God?
Prayer is not about begging God again and again. It is about holding on to Him long enough for His plan to hold on to you. It is choosing to stay in prayer even when you feel like quitting. Some answers do not come quickly. Some only come through wrestling in prayer, just like Jacob did.
So do not let go. Keep praying even when it is hard. Keep wrestling even when you feel weak. Keep believing even when your heart feels heavy. The same God who changed Jacob’s name and story is still able to change yours too.
Conclusion
Your struggle in prayer is not a sign of God’s absence. It may be the very place where He is working the most. Your limp does not show loss, it may show that God has touched your life. So make a choice today. Will you keep praying? Will you keep wrestling until the answer comes? If your answer is yes, then you are already stronger than you feel.







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